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March 30, 2025 – Change is a good thing

I missed blogging last week. I parked this weekly commitment to tend to other “things to do” that took precedent to my personal and professional reflections. I’m not sure if it was the best thing to do. Blogging has been something that I’ve been doing since I left teaching in K-12 in 2010. I would not have considered myself a good reader or writer. They were not my strengths is school, but interestingly I pursued a career that demands reading and writing. What is that all about? I often scratch my head at that notion, but here I am and I love it.

I mentioned in blogs before that I’ve tried a daily blog (like a couple of people I know) and I have landed at a weekly blog post. Now that I was able to reconnect with my old WordPress site, I am maintaining two blog posts per week, but it aches me when I’m unable to get to my weekly blog posts. Much like the experience of the students I teach, missing out on a regular routine of blogging, it’s is really hard to get back to the blogging process. However, as I reflect on last week, I am realizing that the brain/mind can only handle so much at a time.

Compassion, empathy, and kindness to self and others goes a long way for the learner and the teacher. This thinking brings me to my EDUC 201 class. They have been provoking my thinking (and being) as an educator in many ways. This year is my first time teaching this class in person. Last year, I taught the course online. That was my first time teaching the course. My first learning is, teaching undergraduate, graduate, and teacher education programs are very different and require a different approach or pedagogy from me (I believe).

Of course this idea of teaching differently for different courses makes sense, as well as teaching differently from year to year because whomever is in your class will be different. So, if you teach with “students at the centre” and are responsive to those in the room, you make decisions as to how the class will be delivered. That said, I am a person who likes to teach what I think is effective and what I want to learn about. In all of my classes, I am focused on equity, curriculum as policy, and decolonization. Within that framework, I am interested in activating teacher agency, student learning experiences, and educational leadership.

A couple of weeks ago, in EDUC 201, we engaged in a “fishbowl” activity where I was the learner who was making my “learning public.” We are reading Shafir and Dugan’s (2021) Street Data and in Chapter 7, it talked about professional learning and the teacher making their learning public to their peers to show their uncertainty and seek help and insight from their peers for support in a given situation. What a vulnerable suggestion from the book and personally, I have never witnessed or participated in such a professional learning activity in K-12.

So, why not? We had tried the “fishbowl” process earlier in the course, but it was super difficult because (1) it was our first time; (2) the topic was very challenging; and (3) students were able to change from the inner circle to the outer circle or vice versa. Nonetheless, it was good to return back to the “fishbowl” process to try again, but change the context and “rules of the bowl.” This time, we were engaging in making “my learning” public and the inner circle and outer circle did not change. The inner circle participate in the inquiry and the outer circle observe participants and listen to the conversation in the inner circle.

Of course, I brought a “real” concern to the inner circle to start the conversation. Folks in the inner circle started to ask questions to guide my thinking on my inquiry. The participants in the inner circle were OUTSTANDING. They where honest, kind, and compassionate. They were asking questions that brought light to my implicit biases on the situation and I was very uncomfortable (and vulnerable) because they were leading me to a “truth” that I wanted to deny or was resistant to. Our class is focused on equity in schools and what the inner circle brought me to a definitive place of unlearning. For this, I am very grateful.

What a powerful process and after the “fishbowl” activity, we reflected on the process. I learned that folks in the outer circle wanted to say something, but respected the process to witness and listen to the conversation. Also, they witnessed a reflective process and “change” was happening for the public learner. The “fishbowl” process and professional learning was AMAZING and I felt supported and held by the entire class. They created space for me and essentially encouraged me to keep moving forward and not lose sight of why.

EDUC 201 exceeded my expectations and I appreciated their willingness to participate. This experience influenced how I approached my teacher education and graduate classes in the following weeks. I had more confidence in what I was doing and I could feel good about being my authentic self. The focus is about learning and what I am learning is, my perceptions, feelings, and experiences of what I think how things should be in conflict with how I would like things to be are at odds, in my mind. And even if it is true in the real-world, I need to feel clear, calm, and confident with my practice and pedagogy. It’s ok.

March 17, 2025 – Working Together

On Thursday, March 14, 2025, I facilitated a session on Curriculum Mapping with faculty members. The Redesigned B.Ed. Curriculum at UNBC was first implemented in September 2020 and the program has taken several turns since it’s implementation during the pandemic with moving courses, changing courses, and replacing courses. What was first imagined in 2018/2019 by the curriculum development team shifted over time with its implementation. When we were making efforts to redesign the B.Ed. Curriculum in response to the changes in BC’s Curriculum (of which finalized in 2019) was an opportunity to envision what this program can offer teacher candidates to prepare them for the workplace. The program changed from a 2-year program to a continuous 16-month program, and we enacted two interwoven courses that run throughout.

The B.Ed. Redesign went through many consultations and was approved by the BCTC (BC Teachers Council) and the UNBC Senate. We had to update former courses but also make new ones. To chart out the courses and its progression, the program WIREFRAME was created. The general design was to start the program with more theoretical courses that are familiar to an undergraduate program, then would progress towards practice with practicum scaffolding over time from term to term from observation, experiential, formative to summative. As mentioned, the wireframe provided a framework for the program to implement courses over 4-terms (or 5-blocks) and we have changed a few courses for various reasons mentioned above. Curriculum Mapping is a process to check to see “how we are doing” to check if we are living up to our promises.

At first, I tried to implement this process digitally and hoped that folks would volunteer information about their course based on the 9 Professional Standards for BC Educators, 9 First Peoples Principles of Learning, and 9 relational ways of being and knowing (i.e., the Four R’s, Kirkness & Barnhardt, 2001). The 9-9-9 framework is taught during EDUC 446 (Indigenous/Aboriginal Education: Epistemology), one of the interwoven courses. Unfortunately, participation was incomplete and completing the Curriculum Map for the B.Ed. Program would be beneficial for our program review in the fall to show evidence how we are meeting the 9-9-9 within our program but also find examples that exemplify our Signature Pedagogy of People, Place, and Land. To re-approach the Curriculum Mapping Process, we met in person last week to highlight what we doing in each course. Although we were not all, the process was active and fruitful.

I am grateful that my colleague was willing to help me out with the Curriculum Mapping process and we co-planned the session last week. I also have the support of the Chair who made meeting in person possible (i.e., bringing regional faculty to Prince George, providing food during the day, and gathering together at the end of the day with dinner). What I enjoy most is faculty and staff members coming together to co-create, collaborate, and connect. We achieved what we had set out to do with Curriculum Mapping with folks who were there, and there were many side conversations that occurred amongst folks in the room to make decisions, to clarify, and to make-sense of how things are going and establishing possible next steps. We ended the day with a closing circle describing what “People, Place, and Land” means to us. I was just wowed.

There is quite a bit of work to do, such as catching up with folks who were not able to make it to the session, to collate the data into something meaningful, to analyze the map to determine if there are any gaps within our program, and to create a product or map that depicts the journey teacher candidates experience in our B.Ed. Program in the Regional Program and Prince George. A request was also made by one faculty member to make an effort to define “People, Place, and Land” for new faculty members and those who are looking for a direction or definition. Although defining the signature pedagogy was not yet established and was intended to form with each individual, it is certainly a topic for future discussion (possibly at the program retreat during the summer). I am thankful to move forward with this project and look forward to next steps.

March 9, 2025 – What are the odds?

The more that I am open to life and embracing the uncertain and unplanned, of which has turned out in ways better than I expected or imagined, I was so grateful to bump into this person. He lives in Prince George and we’ve worked on some student supervision and manuscripts together over the past few years. For me, the last 10-years have been a whirlwind for me and experiencing many life changes and trying to make sense of them, sometimes you just need a person to lean on to get over some of the perceived obstacles life gives you.

Well, this person was one of those people I could lean on. I’m not sure if he had thought he would be that person, but I really needed him to “treat me like a person”… but also provide perspective, share stories, and have space for me. Anyway, I learned a lot from him about statistical analysis (and Spain… LOL), and he sent me a photo on a messenger platform of noodles. I think he was trying to make me jealous. The irony was, I just landed in YVR and was on SkyTrain heading to Vancouver then Metrotown for a “be a person” weekend.

Guess what? My friend was in Burnaby at Metrotown for a business meeting. Huh? A little serendipity? Was it meant to be? YES… it was. It’s so strange because we are often challenged to meet in Prince George because of our schedules and here we are… in the Lower Mainland, no less… at Metrotown. A long story made short, we met for “late hours” at Cactus Club to say hello. We had a lengthy conversation. We chatted for 2.5 hours. Time just flew by. The place was super busy too. I guess it would be. It was Friday night. LOL. 🙂

I just loved how my friend asked me if I was in Vancouver for business or pleasure. I said… PLEASURE. It’s ok to spend some time for yourself. I say that, but it has taken me decades to figure that out. Now that I know and understand the value of rest, sleep, and valuing yourself, I am taking these moments with lots of intention. I have now embedded “be a person day” (aka., Saturdays) to just do what I want to do (that’s not work related), in a guilt-free, happy way. Sometimes it would be doing chores or just doing nothing. It did not matter.

This weekend, I’m in Vancouver to attend an event TONIGHT with Dr. Gabor Maté as a VIP ticket holder, but I also went to my favourite restaurants, got a massage, and went to my aunt’s 83rd birthday party. Furthermore, I’m staying in a hotel. Very bougie. Normally, I would stay at my brother’s but he was not feeling well, so this weekend is really “Christine’s Day” and I’m enjoying it. So, but bump into my friend and to spend some time with him chatting away about anything about life and staying in the present, I could not ask for anything more.

March 2, 2025 – Learning Math on Saturdays

What can I say? I’m still just as passionate for Professional Development when I was teaching in K-12 and now in teacher education in higher education. I can’t help myself. And, being on both sides of the professional development stage, as workshop facilitator or presenter and workshop participant, my preference is being the learner. Don’t get me wrong… I love to share what I have learned, but I don’t like being the “expert.” I don’t think I’ll ever get there even though I have my doctorate. I don’t have to prove myself to anyone or impress anyone. I used to think that was true. What I need to do is to love what I’m learning. That’s it.

When I was teaching in K-12 and now in higher education, I was allotted a lump sum annually for professional development. My balance was always ZERO with many claims to be had. Some were funded through professional development, but most likely it was personally funded. I just can’t help myself. Although I have just purchased a new home and the economy is currently unstable, I am still delving into professional development. In January, I flew to Vancouver to go to UBC for a community beading event. In February, I went to WestCAST at SFU. Next week, I am going to see Gabor Maté live with special tickets to meet him.

I also attended the Interior Math Conference online and this week, I just ended a 6 session event learning about building confidence in elementary mathematics. Wow. I learned so much from that online class. It was kind of serendipitous. I attended a free workshop shared by one of my friends/colleagues and that turned into me joining a 6-week session. It was a pilot session for the facilitator, but also a new experience for me to engage in professional development in math that extended longer than one event. I learned so much about problem strings, math resources, and ways to create a community in my math class.

The math class was so aligned to my values and I was so appreciative of the facilitator/educator. They are trying something new with supporting teachers in teaching mathematics, and I needed an opportunity to sit and learn about how to teach mathematics in the elementary years. Although I taught secondary mathematics for 16-years, I felt that my fire was stoked each Saturday morning to get back into the classroom again. So much that is learned in the elementary years are used and needed in the secondary years. And, it goes beyond the algorithm. I loved how math fluency and flexibility are developed for all learners.

My curiosity is provoked and I am very excited to learn more about teaching math. Sounds strange for me to say that, but I think that math can be fun, engaging, and community oriented. What I appreciated most about the workshops was how the learning was designed so that the students had agency and that they would come to their own conclusions about math algorithms, efficiency, and play. I am grateful to professional learning and professional development opportunities. I love learning, especially when when I can CMT (change my thinking). It feels great!!

February 23, 2025 – A Photo Collage

I had a wonderful few days in Vancouver at WestCAST 2025 at SFU in Burnaby. I co-presented with BCTEN (BC Teacher Education Network), co-presented with three secondary education teacher candidates, and coached one elementary education teacher candidate. The UNBC School of Education – Teacher Education Program was well represented with these teacher candidates. They should be proud of the work they have accomplished and what they shared with other teacher candidates and teacher educators in western Canada. Well done!!

I am figuring that this week’s blog post will be a photo collage. I normally follow a pattern or framework with each of my blog posts, typically including one photo and a lot of text reflecting on a particular topic. It’s time to “get out of the box.” I’m kind of doing a little bit of both without using another app to create collage. I had a wonderful time coaching and mentoring teacher candidates to prepare for and present at conferences like WestCAST to further their personal inquiry and gain experience presenting to folks in the field. Photo credit goes to the UNBC School of Education social media feeds found on Facebook, Instagram, and X

February 16, 2025 – Reflecting on Last Year

Apologies for the photo of my cat. It’s all I have as recent photos… or photos of my patio. Simon the cat just turned one-year old on Valentine’s Day. Why not? It’s approximately on this day, based on her adoption records, so we made it so. I love her to bits, even though she spends more time with the kid. That’s ok. I’m not jealous… LOL. And, I’m not mad that she’s destroying my bed for the soul purpose of hide-and-seek. I’m ok with that. LOL. That said, she is soooooo cute. I took this photo today when I was cleaning up my bedroom/office. How can you not take a photo? I was cleaning up the paperwork spread out in my room. She LOVES paper!! She loves ripping it, rolling in it, and siting on it. It’s her thing.

Why does this matter?

It doesn’t, except I spent all of Friday, that is, Valentine’s Day and Simon’s birthday, working on my Professional Activity Report (PAR) for 2024. I had been collecting and collating information, but stopped updating my CV in August and left my course evaluations in sealed envelopes or online on MS Forms. As I write this, I just didn’t have the time or prioritized this work while I was teaching. In the fall term, I had 3-courses (and some assigned work), and in the winter term, I am teaching 4-courses. I have not quite established the pace of 2025 yet. With 8-hours of teaching on Mondays and two night course during the week, as well as helping out edit two manuscripts in January. The days have been full.

Unfortunately, I underestimated the time it would take to collate and compose my PAR for 2024. It was due on February 14th and I managed to get it in by 7:30pm. This year, I have included course evaluations, of which, I took the time to summarize and review, as well as I got to include the chapter I’ve led with my research team in climate education in teacher education. I learned a tonne from that work, and now I feel like I’m being supported and mentored with a couple of friends/colleagues to lead another research project. Moreover, I joined another research team that is interdisciplinary with computer science and education.

As much as going through my PAR to update my CV and highlight my work in 2024 and make goals for 2025 in teaching, research, and service, the PAR process is an opportunity to reflect on what I have achieved and what I need to learn. Course evaluations scare the kajeebees out of me… trauma, really. Doing course evaluations was a STRETCH for me and a moment of growth to receive feedback and to think of ways to improve my practice for next year. Reviews were mixed but grateful for those who participated to give me some feedback. It’s truly a gift… not easy to read sometimes, but it’s humbling and informing.

I am also finding my groove in teaching and I love partnering with folks in the school district to provide learning opportunities or be guest speakers for my classes. I have also learned that keeping a “growth mindset” in my teaching and research practices, I can move forward with humility, curiosity, and happiness. I am also learning how to be myself and to honour myself and my time. I love going to conference and presenting at them. I went to CSSE Congress 2024 in Montreal, QC, Outdoor Learning Conference in Banff, AB, and WestCAST 2024 in Calgary, AB. I also participated in a tonne of professional learning too.

My PAR 2024 was approximately 90 pages and I feel a lot more confident and competent with what I have accomplished and submitted. After 7-years at the university and at the end of my 3-year contract, my work experience took many ups and downs, shifted from practicum to undergraduate and graduate courses, and finding opportunities to develop my research agenda with respect to writing, collaboration, ethics, and grant writing… I have no regrets. Everything happened for a reason and with each opportunity, I am learning. More importantly, in 2024, I have found my way with my work and feel good about my work and progress.

I hope to be renewed for another 3-years and continue the trajectory I am on. I am finally understanding my positionality and I would love to return back to my doctoral work in mathematics education and out-of-field teaching, and pursue my life’s work in an autoethnography to seek some understanding on belonging, family history, and ethnic identity as a second-generation Chinese Canadian woman and how these impact my understanding of the world. Part of this study is also about “20-days” and my relationship with my mom and how she impacted who I am as a person. It’s been 7-years since she passed. I am ready to write.

February 9, 2025 – A Fulsome Six Weeks

Wow. We are in Week 6 of the Winter 2025 and I am just finding my bearings for the term. On Mondays, I teach back to back 4-hour classes for the teacher education program with the same cohort, then I teach an undergraduate course on Tuesday nights, and a graduate course on Thursday nights. It sounds like a pretty sweet schedule as teaching faculty, but the weekend is consumed by planning and prepping for my Monday classes, Tuesdays and Thursdays are spent planning and prepping for my night classes, Wednesdays and Fridays are spent trying to catch up with everything. Truthfully, the week is a bit unbalanced.

I have not been able to quite figure out a good rhythm for the first 6-weeks of the term, but as of tomorrow, we are reaching “an end” to the term… at least for me. Next week is reading break for my undergraduate and graduate courses, and next Monday is Family Day. On this welcomed break, I’ll be heading to SFU for WestCAST 2025, which BTW, I need to be planned and prepped for as well. Nonetheless, this Monday denotes “an end” for the teacher education courses I teach. It will be the last day at Harwin for “in situ” learning for EDUC 421 and the evening will entail “numeracy night” at Edgewood Elementary for EDUC 376.

We have done so many amazing things in EDUC 421 and EDUC 376 in such a short time. We participated in “in situ” learning at Harwin Elementary for three weeks where the teacher candidates have an opportunity to plan a linked lesson using BC’s Curriculum, teach students for one-hour per visit, and then reflect on their teaching experience to explore “assessment and motivation.” What I love about this experience is that the K-7 students provide immediate, in real-time feedback to the candidates if the lesson is working or not working, classroom are in the classroom to support the candidate, if needed, and candidates can co-teach, co-plan, and co-reflect with peers before their first teaching practicum.

For the numeracy class, we spent a full day with Carole Fullerton, the district numeracy teacher spent time with us to liaise with Edgewood Elementary to plan for a Numeracy Night and candidates created various math games, and we will have several guest speakers to engage candidates with different approaches in numeracy. Moreover, I am engaged in professional learning in mathematics education and bringing what I am learning to the class. I am loving all of the different things we are engaging in and I am learning lots. Most of all, my love for mathematics is rekindled from secondary to elementary. It’s fun!!

I hope that the teacher candidates are having as much fun as I am, but I am also aware that they are flooded with lots of work as well in other courses. The second term of this program seems like a lot with their first teaching practicum in the middle of the term. I am definitely empathize and as soon as I finish this blog post, I will be planning and prepping for tomorrow’s classes. As mentioned, it’s a big day tomorrow. Our last class with students at Harwin, meeting new students at Edgewood with our math games, and lots of thank you cards, etc. to give too. Slowly but surely, everything is coming together and I trust that all will be well.

Wish me luck.

January 31, 2025 – I love MATH

OK. I’ll admit. On my other WordPress site, I have changed my #OneWord2025 from LOVE to HAPPY. “Happy” was my #OneWord2024 and it transformed my year dramatically over time and last year ended STRONG. For the last month, I’ve been mulling my new word of “love” and “joy” but it did not seem to resonate with me in the same way as HAPPY did. Given that it’s the last day of January, and we are not in the new Lunar New Year, I have returned back to HAPPY.

I am super happy that I have changed my #OneWord2025 and with a change in mindset, I feel inspired to write and get back to routines that I have established for myself, like blogging. January seemed slow for me, but not in a good way. I feel like I have finally got my bearings for the new year and need to do quite a bit of work to catch up to where I wish and want to be. If anything, though, I did what I needed to do to find some balance so that I would not feel overwhelmed.

So, let’s get to the contents of this blog post. MATH. And yes, the irony does not pass me when I titled my blog post, “Returning to My LOVE” and “I love MATH.” Yes… it’s all about LOVE. That said, it makes me HAPPY. One of the things I am going to spend some time on this year is returning to my love for math. I would have loved to have attended the Northwest Math Conference in October 2024 in Whistler, BC, but it was not in the cards for me in the fall. So, what’s next?

I took a FREE weekend session with Kendra and I was definitely curious about what her personal coaching sessions for Elementary Teachers would be like. I am a math educator, but my expertise is in secondary education. What I wanted to delve into more, which I started to do in 2023 is, NUMERACY and early math. I am learning and tonne from professional development opportunities, readings, and colleagues in the field. So, I enrolled in the coaching sessions and loving it.

I am learning from Kendra about mindsets, identity, and instructional strategies. Some of her ideas resonate with me deeply and I am learning some clever ways to teach concepts like adding and subtracting, instructional routines, and math mindsets. I am passing on some of the ideas I learn with my class as well, so the learning experience has been meta. I am also making many connections to what K-7 learn in math and what I had experienced as a Math 8-12 teacher.

I have also enrolled in the BCAMT Interior Math Conference and attending the online sessions being offered. I am super excited by the sessions being offered even though there is an in-person schedule as well. I appreciate the accessibility of this conference and I love BCAMT. I spent many years on that executive team and I appreciate their love and passion for the subject area and the practice. Of course the conference is titled, “For the Love of Math.” Again, the irony. I get it!!

Why am I delving into math when I am no longer a high school math teacher? I notice that any time I attend a conference session that connects to mathematics education, I am hooked. I am so engaged. My fire is stoked. I just wanted more of it. There is nothing like realizing what you LOVE when you feel it in ways that is exciting, memorable, and provocative. So, my job this year is to stoke that passion for math and mathematics education, and possibly my doctoral work.

Just this week, I took my EDUC 376 (Numeracy Foundations in the Elementary Years) to three 90-minute sessions with Carole Fullerton as part of the SD57 Professional Development Day. Thank you District Numeracy Teacher Jennifer Dionne and Director of Instruction Andrew Bond for making this happen for the Teacher Candidates. We spent the K-3 session and 4-7 session using Cuisnaire Rods. I appreciated the beauty and thoughtfulness of these materials, but also the use of them to build a conceptual understanding of numbers, quantity by lengths, factors, lowest common multiples, and adding and subtracting fractions.

We learned games to become familiar with these manipulatives and how it could be used in math classes (that are curricular) to teach and learn mathematics conceptually and figuring out “the why” of mathematics versus just accepting, practicing, and memorizing math algorithms and facts without critical thinking. We also got to watch an “expert teacher” in action. Carole knew the content knowledge, she read the audience well, and she was clear about her message. She embodied “Parker Palmer” and she is doing/sharing what SHE LOVES.

The workshops ended with grades 7-9 and the intention was to use Algebra Tiles. She adapted because she did not have enough materials for everyone, and she pivoted throughout the whole day, and she effectively managed to covey her math methodology to help kids learn about solving two-step algebra equations using manipulatives and quickly moved into system of equations (which is grade 11 content). I loved the natural progression and sense-making to develop “the math rules” for solving two-step equations and following the “Law of Equality” while doing so. Students can figure out the algorithm, and I also like how she transitioned from the pictorial to the symbolic. I would have used this!!

Looking back at my practice and the learners in my room, manipulatives would have been a viable way to help students to learn about fractions and algebra. I wished that I was more open to these ideas “back then” and more vulnerable to learning these ideas to adopt this pedagogy into my practice. Oh… the EGO. It’s a vicious beast sometimes. I had manipulatives, but I could have used them in a much better way to support learners in learning and loving mathematics. For some reason, I only aimed for “like” and I was admitted scared to delve in too deeply because I was unsure how things would work. Now, I’m just stoked!!

January 10, 2025 – First Week Back

HELLO FRIDAY… and 2025. It’s the first week back to work after a wonderful, restful, and exciting winter break. So much had happened to conclude 2024 and I left that year feeling STRONG despite a challenging start. I loved how the year concluded with minor surgery, a new home, a vacation in Vegas, and a new cat. It was a wonderful way to end 2024 with much gratitude and grace. Admittedly, it took much effort from me to jump back into work to figure out new timelines, etc.

I will tell you that my new cat, Simon, did NOT like me staying up into the wee hours of the night (i.e., my tiger time) to prep for my classes. She seemed beside herself in terms of me staying up, click-clacking on the grey box, and not complying to the routines established during the winter break. I can see her disappointment and disapproval, but I had no choice but to continue working on my prep until I felt that I was ready to teach my two classes well on Monday.

Always with a new term, I am given a new schedule. I am grateful that I have taught 3 of the 4 classes I am teaching before. However, the schedule, students, and readings (also myself) do change the pace and facilitation of these courses. So, I am grateful to have some familiarity of teaching these courses, including the fourth course, of which is an online graduate course, is reassuring and makes it feel possible to ease into the winter term, there are still some changes.

I feel that this was one of my “aha’s” from 2024. The transition from the outgoing and incoming cohorts in the teacher education program seemed so dramatic or noticeable in comparison to previous years. I noticed the change in momentum, prior knowledge, and social dynamics. These differences are always a given, but for some reason, I was struck by what I needed to do to adapt my class to “meet where the students are” and continue to achieve the same learning goals.

Personally, I loved the challenge, but also to add to the mix, my job assignment changed too. So, I was approaching the fall term was different as well. Anyway, starting the winter term had similar vibes. I am teaching two 4-hour classes back-to-back on Mondays, I have an undergraduate class on Tuesday night (which is now in person), and I have a graduate class on Thursday night online. As it turns out, Sundays have now become an important working day for me.

I am on campus on Mondays and Tuesdays, the rest of the week can be spent working from home. I have been working consistently at my desk in my “new” bedroom, which has been great. I am also in the mindset with work that this is not TEMPORARY, but rather a new way of being. I am excited by the pace of the winter term and it seems to start the week very strong and then tapers throughout the rest of the week with meetings, night class, and writing-time.

What I need to figure out is to focus my “non-teaching” time to be structured in a way that I can be productive and get as many publications out that is in balance with my “teaching time.” I feel that I have a good sense how this term will go in terms of workflow, workload, and momentum. I will not sacrifice my sleep time and “be a person” time. Those are very important to me. I also realized on Thursday night on what bring me JOY (and what I LOVE to do) is TEACHING.

My writing will be on the SCHOLARSHIP OF TEACHING and staying true to my #OneWord2025, the work that I do has to be about what I love to learn about. I love learning from teaching and my research should also reflect that, as well as my curiosity, joy, and areas of interest. I am really looking forward to 2025 and the lessons, struggles, and challenges it presents for me to overcome and excel. There is nothing I love more than doing something that lifts me and others UP!!

January 5, 2025 – Changing My One-Word

Wow. The new year has not even started, really… and I’m flip-flopping on my #OneWord2025. I know that this one-word is not the end-all-be-all, nor will it impact others in any way (that I know of). What I do know is, it’s something that I will be focused on for 2025 and it will have an impact on me. In my last blog post, One-Word for 2025, I declared that my one-word would be JOY for 2025.

Admittedly, I loved my one-word for 2024. It was HAPPY and the year ended into something so wonderful and amazing that I could not have anticipated it. And yes, I am HAPPY (even though the year did not start out that way). I did not want that feeling to end. JOY is a beautiful extension to that word and thought I could keep “riding that train” into (more) happiness. Why not? 2024 was great!!

What I am realizing is, JOY is a given. When I am happy, I am joyful. I learned a tonne about myself last year such that I will continue this happy-train for years to come. I spent many blog posts on this platform and another writing about what’s important to me. What I understand now is, to be HAPPY. And, I am. I also know my value and can create boundaries to keep myself happy, rested, and joyful.

So, JOY is not my #OneWord2025. I am back to the word LOVE. I don’t think that is word is about romantic-love like in finding a partner. LOL. I don’t think I want that (yet) and there is so much to love. I get my romantic-love fix from my Hallmark movies. I’m good. But, you can have a romantic-love with my work, myself, and what I do (i.e., hobbies, friends/family, travel, conferences, etc.).

First of all, I love where I am. This LOVE took some time. Why? I did not know where I was, metaphorically, spiritually, emotionally, and physically. Now, I feel present. I love my new home. I love my kid. I love my job. I love my cat. There is so much to love. I just LOVE cooking at home. I could not do that as well in my apartment. And, I did not know how toxic it was in my former place until I left.

I love to write. I might get started on going that self-study or auto-ethnography about my mom and how I see the world. I have a research question and I was validated several time, one time of note at a workshop I had facilitated online. I feel ready now and I had to do the difficult work of my own demons, as I was trying to figure out what it means to be HAPPY and how I can achieve it well.

Finally, this word LOVE will help guide me on how I live my life, do my work, and take care of myself, personally and professionally. There is a lot of TRUST and VULNERABILITY required, but I feel that I am ready to take this task on and do what’s best for me because I love ME and what I do. Sounds cliche, but it’s something that a colleague has been challenging me to do for years. Be selfish.

Again, LOVE can be self-indulgent, but I deserve it. No conditions. No rules. It’s just guidance, vision, JOY, and the courage to do what I love because I love it.